Kiki-White-cat

DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD alright.

Has anyone ever felt like they are just playing a game in life? I fell like that all the time.. I don't feel...like i receive the consequences with life... I don't feel the happiness and the laughter, to me i just feel like its some game. I'm so tired of having to help everyone, and i know that no one helps me back. When they try, its pathetic honestly. "Emma, whats wrong?" Always sounds so fake, and when i SAY whats wrong they say people has it worse off, or to grow up.. Please don't call me emo, or depressed or stuff like that... I just want to be able to be sad, for myself. Feel sad, and not feel guilty about it... I want it to be a

XD so two moments of awkwardness today~ 1st one occurred at school, while drawing Hyde and Hoyt(Copyrighted to !KakaKitty (https://www.deviantart.com/kakakitty)). WELL since they are both twins i wanted to draw them showing the slight differences. So to show the differences in body structure i well... Drew them shirtless. Of course Dylan had to say something. OTL First off. HYDE.AnD HOYT. ARE.NOT.GAY.WITH.EACH OTHER. Second, what ever happened to references for body types? Why does a shirtless boy with another shirtless boy mean they are gay? Sure, i like yaoi as much as the next girl, but JUST because they are shirtless doesn't mean they are gay. :T Second occurred j